Fanfiction Charizards Lament (Poem)

Why do I love him?
The pain shatters like a window.
Why does he love a mere rat more?
My once strong light is getting dim.
As age catches up like the winds blow.
Beaten, bruised and thrown around for his entertainment, My dragon fire heart is torn.

His destiny to be the strongest yet I am cast aside.
The wings and roar of a raging river but with no one to confide.
I spread my wings hoping for the day he will listen.
The cheerful young boy who rescued me and loved me unconditionally now is missing.

Or maybe he will abandon me and his dreams.
Live a life where he no longer has to sail the vast seas.
An ocean of tears I have wept.
For my life trapped in this ball has no meaning, And neither will death.
My bones aching and my mind searing with anger.
Why Ash do you squander your potential and chain me to the wall like a stranger.

I love you for the man you always set an example to be.
But that person faded into darkness, Never to return.