Insecurities

I'm very insecure about my body. I'm not the skinniest girl around and it's really hard for me to look in the mirror. I feel fat and it's not fun to think about. However, even if I'm insecure about it, I'm trying to "fix" it. I'm trying to view my body in a more positive light. It's tough, but don't let insecurities get to you. Focus on your other strengths and try to minimize your insecurities by fixing them in a way.

 

I know I'm a good writer, because I'm constantly told such. And yet, everytime I get a reply, comment, review, et cetera, I'm always afraid it will be something overly negative. I'm fine with constructive criticism, but I've had a few destructive comments, and that's pretty much shattered my confidence right there.

...And it's not like I've got a whole lot of that outside my writing in terms of feedback, suggestions and such.

 

Ooh, I've got a lot, even when I made a promise to myself long ago that I'll have none. I'll feel slightly better if I let them out, but I must save this foe threads such as the Venting Thread. One I can say is that I feel like my art is terrible. I am such a terrible artist! Even though people always compliment my artworks and I, humbly, say that I am good at art, when I compare my art to my sister's, I feel like a bad drawing myself and must be thrown in the art dump. I guess this was a light way to put things, yes?

 

Well, i feel insecure about my studies. Its not like that i am bad in studies but my friends are way too good than me. Everyone says that its okay you are a intelligent girl but everyone knows about themselves and how they are. I know that i am not good but i try to improve my records. Though i am insecure about my studies i have enough confidence that i can do better if i try harder and thats the thing that encourages me.

 

I admit I feel some insecurity about my body. I'm a total beanpole: just over six feet tall and with long limbs to match, but I don't have much bodyfat or muscle mass, so those two traits combine to make an unflattering picture. I have other ways to make up for that shortcoming: I have a way with words and a face that is (at least somewhat) attractive, I'm funny and smart with a classy sense on style, and have a surprising variety of skills and and knowledge in many subject matters. If I could pack on some more muscle, though? I'd be a mortal god, a man to be reckoned with, and even more magnetic to individuals of all sexes.

 

Honestly it'd be easier to ask what I'm not insecure about, because that's a lot less lol

About the only thing I'm not insecure about is my eyes, they work well, everything else is shit.