Insecurities

I'm insecure about being in public or in crowds. You'll never know what might just happen.

 

I am insecure of people's opinions of me, I want to be respected but people only seem to see me as a joke, and about my height and weight.

 

I'm insecure about who I am. I wanna be a good person but I always seem to mess up you know? I make a lot, and I mean a lot of mistakes in communication, which makes me seem like an asshole sometimes ;_;

 

I'm insecure about other... or, what I mean is that, I'm insecure about the mutuality of the relationships I share with others. Do others share the friendship toward me that I feel about them? Am I overstepping my boundaries? That's my insecurity,

 

Everything; my weight, my lack of social skills, my inability to make and keep friends, my personality... The list goes on.

 

Hhhhh just existing in general???
I am a walking cloud of insecurities.

 

I'm super insecure at being the standout in public at first... it usually takes me a while to break free of that and be the center of attention (which usually never happens, anyway). This is why I shake like a leaf after playing solos in a band concert.

Speaking of music, I'm also super insecure about my abilities to play that flute of mine. I don't consider myself the best player, but it has been getting better with my Europe trip nomination. It's still really hard to actually like how I play, though...

 

I travel quite frequently, so I do get a bit anxious when I'm by myself in foreign places.

 

i'm quite insecure of my body, how people think of me (but i am trying to work on that), my personality, and my face in general. i'm also insecure or scared of all my friends secretly hating me and leaving me for other better people.

 

I'm insecure of where I placed my phone, scared that I placed it or didn't place it where it was and often have images or flashes that I could have brought it and lost it I have a phobia for my phone it's bad

 

It might sound strange, but sometimes I'm insecure about my youth. A person of 60 will look back and wish they had my body but they'll have learned a whole lot more about life than I have at the moment and they know how to deal with life's ups and downs and still remain pretty cheerful. I don't yet.

 

I am insecure about how I write, I know its not the best, but I crumble when I get a bad review on my creations... It sucks...

 

My biggest insecurities are probably the way I talk and my voice, which is very shrill, hoarse, and probably annoying to the people around me. I can't really help it (I suffer from vocal cord dysfunction, so it's also difficult for me to speak at a volume above a mumble), but the sheer amount of times I've been asked if I'm sick when I'm not, heard whispers of "I can't hear [him]!" while presenting in class, or gotten funny looks from people I'm trying to talk to because they can't understand me have given me bad social anxiety and a phobia of public speaking.

 

I'm ally insecure about my shoulders, I don't know they look to big for me. My boyfriend has many insecurities. If he was here he would make a whole list about them. I just wanna help him heal.

 

I have the usual insecurities of public speaking, what other people might think of me and whether or not I actually put something in my bag despite the fact that I know I put it in there, but I also have this chronic fear of letting people down. I'm terrified of being late or criticising someone too harshly because I'm scared of how they might feel. It's incredibly annoying, especially when I know they won't mind but I'm scared of it nonetheless.