Yes. Every night, when I feel the darkness invading my mind, I question myself: "How could I have gotten so far in the "Last to posts wins" thread? How could I still lose, when victory was within my grasp? Why was I afraid to grab it? Or... maybe I wasn't afraid at all. It may have been the better choice. It may not have been the better choice. I don't know and I doubt I ever will. ...I really should go to sleep.