Phobia

What I fear? Nowadays, I find myself anxious about a lot of things, such as my health, ridiculous superstitions and more. As for my main fears:

The night: It's not all the time that I'm afraid of the night. In fact, I love the night. It's calm and peaceful. Yet on some occasions, I find myself having pangs of anxiety before sleeping. I also find myself thinking thoughts about what might happen to me when I'm sleeping such as "What if a spider bites me tonight?" or "What if I die?" or "What about ghosts?". I know I shouldn't be thinking about these things, but they pop up in my head occasionally only at night, when all the lights are off. Yet again, it's not common that I'll be thinking like that. Thankfully, the lights are usually on because A) I like to sleep early and B ) My dad needs to work.

Soccer/footballs/basketballs: "What? How can you seriously be afraid of these?" I'm not. The thing is, at school, people play basketball, soccer and football, and the balls fly around the playground! About so many times have I almost been hit hard on the head. Some mischievous students even play sports games inside the locker hall. Someone even once threw a handball so fast and nearly missed my major artery on my neck.

Getting into trouble: I'm so afraid of getting into trouble at home and school. I feel like I have to be a "Goody Two-Shoes".

 

I am afraid of... huh. Death. I think too much. I'm not scared of heights, but as soon as I start seeing ways I could die.... yeah. I might have issues. I think waaaaay too hard and too much, sometimes

 

Me too! I think so hard and deep sometimes, it's... scary.

 

Spiders are my number one fear by far. It sounds stupid I seriously cannot stand them at all. In most cases, I can deal with other common fears like heights, the dark, snakes or whatever. Oh and crawly bugs are also a severe weakness of mine. Spiders and bugs all go die and disappear >_>
Spiders are my number one fear by far. It sounds stupid I seriously cannot stand them at all. In most cases, I can deal with other common fears like heights, the dark, snakes or whatever. Oh and crawly bugs are also a severe weakness of mine. Spiders and bugs should all go die and disappear >_>

 

You are me and I am you. I see a spider or bug and it's off to nope-land for me.

 

Arachnophobia is serious business. I think Blast and Eru can agree with me on that.

 

I am not scared of spiders, not really, but once I was in this basement and this creepy bug-thing... and it was so fast.
//shudders
Yeah. Vivid imagination+anime(like Parasyte)=not happy thoughts

 

I'm not afraid of spiders. In fact, I'm the one who always has to clean them up for my other family members XD

I'm really afraid of change. I believe that things that are good the way they are don't have to change.

I also hate disobeying orders. Whenever I discover I made a mistake, I insulted someone or I disobeyed orders, I start to panic. It's weird...

 

I love Death as if she was my sister.

I've got a few: disembowelment, circular saws (even though Metal Man's power is my favorite Mega Man upgrade), and driving along the edge of sheer cliffs all come to mind, though there might be a few more. The first two are easy enough to avoid, but #3 I'll have to face at some point in my life, I'm sure.

 

I fear injections. Just the thought of it sends a shudder through my being. I get extremely nervous just waiting to be called, and right before the moment of getting my shot, I start hyperventilating and sobbing involuntarily. Appointments can last up to an hour because of this. Not a pretty sight, and never fun to remember.

 

My fears are: spiders and abandonment.
Spiders are freaky and gross.
Feeling abandoned is terrible. End of story.

 

Insects, any type I hate 'em
Looking at the surroundings from tall height, it makes me dizzy
Sharp objects, I'm scared that I'll cut myself with them