Dear Anonymous

Dear Anonymous,

I love you probably more than I'll ever love anyone else, but I can't shake the feeling I'm nothing but a giant dick to you. Sometimes I feel like the only way I can connect to you anymore is through Pokémon, TFS, and Jak and Daxter, and that scares me a lot. Maybe that's why I cling to those things as hard as I do, so I can still be in part of your life. They may say that they don't pick favorites, but I doubt I'm anyone's favorite anything. You've always been so much more talented at everything, sometimes I start struggling against my inferiority complex because I keep comparing myself to you. We may be two different people, but I think everyone knows who's the better one. Everything I can do, it feels like you could do or have done better. I can't even say anything of the height things now, since you're rapidly closing in on me. You're really my best friend and always will be, but sometimes it feels like everything I've done/said to you has made me nothing more than a necessity you have to deal with. And I guess I can understand that. You deserve a hell of a lot better than anything I've given or done for you, and I'm sorry I couldn't provide you with that. And it's probably too late for me to even attempt to fix anything, so I'm sorry. You deserve better than having to deal with my sorry ass all the time; bet you're loving the time I'm at college, huh? I don't blame you.

 

Dear Anon,

I can't keep this up on my own. Running things like this can't continue forever; you need to step up and help me. It's getting to be overbearing yet again. I'm not going to give up, yet it feels like I should. I love that I'm such a large part of what you've created, and others seem to agree. They think I'm the one calling all the shots, and it seems I am. Though you're the person I'm depending on to make sure we can make it on time.
On second thought, if things don't improve on your end and it continues to hinder me, I probably won't stay long. All I wanted was to have a place for everyone, not when it was convenient for only you. Let me have more control. You wouldn't regret it.

 

Dear anonymous,

Please stop using Lucina when we play smash together. You are only using counter and it is really annoying to face.

 

Dear Anonymous:

In life, you don't always get what you want. And for you, this is one of those situations.

 

Dear Anonymous,

This is actually the fifth little thing I've written to you. I just scrapped the first four, since I wasn't sure what to say. I still don't, actually. I really care about you, okay? And I hope you don't hate me. I can get really passionate sometimes, too caught up in my own imagination and it can be annoying. So please, just tell me. I don't want to lose you.

Dear Anonymous,

I don't like this feeling.

 

Dear Anonymous,
You always have a smile on your face, and it hurts. It's a painful smile. Why don't you just show us your real feelings so we can help you? I care.

 

Dear Anonymous
Even though you said it's no big deal, I'm still upset you rejected me, and now you're dating someone you haven't known half as long as me. I feel so selfish and greedy for thinking this. I won't ever tell you, but I hope you forgive me nonetheless.

 

Dear anonymous,

Are you out to get me? You target me like you target nobody else. When we both have the same question and you mark mine wrong and somebody else's correct... that's not cool at all.

 

Dear Anonymous,

Thank you. I didn't know you'd be so accepting of my choices, and it frees me of a burden to know that I'm not forced to do something just because you want me to. I am grateful that you support me, and I feel like I have more freedom and confidence to do other things.

 

Dear Anonymous
I'm glad you want to stick with me. I really look up to you and I wish I could help you more. I'm glad I found a true friend.

 

Dear Anonymous,
When life gives you lemons, give them back. We all know when you take the lemons, you end up in heartbreak. Save yourself the heartbreak, you don't need "life" anymore. Those lemons will hurt you.

 

Dear anonymous,
I don't think I loathe anyone to the extent I do you. You're crude, selfish, insulting, and all you seem to do is complain about issues and people completely irrelevant to you. You contribute nothing to our 'friendship', if it could be called that at all. A friend would try and help when I was obviously down, yet you opt to make snide remarks and make me feel worse instead. You don't apologise but instead go to find 'more interesting company'.
And to top it all off, you decide to insult me when you think my back's turned? How considerate and mature of you. I sure as hell hope the other people tolerating you realise how toxic you are soon. You don't deserve their company and they don't deserve to be at risk of being hurt by you too.
You're vile.

 

Dear anonymous,

You are really shy and cute during that one class that we have together and we have never talked. I don't even know your voice, so please, let's be friends

 

Dear Anonymous,

I wish we could talk more. I hardly ever get to see you and I wish that you live nearby like the good ole days. I know you're probably busy with your new performing arts programme, but I just wish you would contact me every once in a while. I hope to hear from you soon.

 

Dear Anonymous:

I have forgiven you for what you did to me. Those 3 years were sheer torture to me, but I can still forgive you, because at the end of the day, it's water under the bridge.

But I'd like to know... why? Why'd you pick on me? Was it cause I was an easy target? That's probably it. Back then, I didn't know what from what. I was a prime target. But that doesn't mean you had the authority to be mean to me, and hurt my feelings. You broke me for a while. So badly, I had moments where I wanted to... you know what? I won't be blunt. I physically wanted to die. I hope you're happy.

 

Dear Anonymous,

Remember you've got a friend in me. I will always be there to lend a shoulder and wipe your tears and give you advice. I wonder if others forget that I'm that kind of person, someone they can depend on in times of emotional distress. I may not like you some of the times, but I believe that is normal; not liking certain aspects of people but still, I will always have your back.

 

Dear Anonymous,

I want to hurt you. I want to hurt you like you hurt me. I despise you with every being in my body, and I want to punch you to the point that you can't see anything but my hate for you.

 

Dear Anonymous,

You can be the most ignorant idiot in the world, but I like you. You are funny, cool, and are there for me always. I know I can be rude to you a lot, and I apologize for that. To be perfectly honest, I'm worried about you. I know for a fact that in the next year or so, you'll start to go down the wrong path and get into trouble. And when that happens, I'll stop being your friend. So please, be careful out there. For me.

 

Dear A,

ju-just jump from...from...*sigh*.

 

Dear Anonymous

You left me for someone else, you forced me into an open relationship which I wasn't comfortable with at the time but what could I say? Then you left me for her. And for over a year you had no problem not talking to me while you were with her, but now that she's gone all of a sudden I matter? Except I don't because you're doing what you always did. You force your problems on me but when I'm having trouble you do nothing.
I wish I could work up the courage to say this to you but I don't want drama.